מֵהֵשִ ( Mem Hey Shin ) MeHeShi

תהילים פרק לד:ה דָּרַשְׁתִּי אֶת-יְהוָה וְעָנָנִי; וּמִכָּל-מְגוּרוֹתַי הִצִּילָנִי

The Book of Psalms 34:5

Latin Vulgate 34:5 quaesivi Dominam et exaudivit me et de omnibus angustiis meis liberavit me

King James Version 34:5 I sought the LADY, and she heard me, and delivered me from all my fears.

מֵהֵשִיָה MeHeShiYA / Mahasiah

The Influence time and dates are 01:21 – 01:40, 10th April until the 14th April inclusively

MAHASIAH.  Her attribute is God the Savior. She corresponds to the holy name of Teut or Theuth, after the Egyptian language. 

Her ray begins at the 21st degree up to the 25th degree inclusive, corresponding to the third decade and the angel called Seket, under the influence of Venus; she rules over the following five days: 24th March, 4th June, 15th August, 26th October, and 6th January. Her invocation is performed from 1:20am till 1:40am. One invokes this angel to live in peace with the entire world. She rules over the high sciences, occult philosophy, theology, and the liberal arts. 

The person born under this influence learns all that they desire with ease; has an agreeable physiognomy and character, and will be keen on honest pleasures.

Meditation on this name brings healing: The power of this Name brings the energy of healing at the deepest and most profound level of your being, because it helps you accept full responsibility for your present condition, and because you can use your energy to concentrate on others who also need healing.

The negative side of this angel rules ignorance, libertinage, and all bad qualities of mind and body.

FIRST CONVERSATION

Yearning

“Mahasiah, can you hear me? … Mahasiah, can you hear me? … Mahasiah, give me a sign of your presence.”

A heavy crown + cloak upon me: endurance, patience. The first sign of day greying the sky. A large, quiet, sad but solid man.

A lotus flower. Make a space for quietness to unfold. You must be ready to listen. The world is speaking already. Listen!

Breath, wind, traffic roar: one sound. Bell, thought, chime: one mind. Do not divide, saying this is, this is not. Root in the One Thing that happens.

A blue chair. My friend enters. A spacecraft circling space. Someone is leading us. The basement of a church.

A winged orb. An angel like a maiden. Snake and flower.

“Do you have a message for me?” Peace peace peace, and let your way be strewn with the true feelings of your heart; shed them as they arise, seek the one who feels. You are meant to show up fearlessly and do not recall your wounds that are healed.

SECOND CONVERSATION

A figure standing under a very wide sky; flights of birds.

“Holy angel, I give thanks for the messages already received and the signs given.” (Just before the invocation, I received a surprise visit from the friend mentioned in my first vision, two years ago, with an offer of long-sought assistance with a personal project.) “How may I better fulfil thy word, to be in the true feeling of my heart?”

What is true lasts, though its form changes with passing moments. It is good to cleanse yourself in body as in spirit. Take salt and the herb lavender, and with water release attachment to old ideas; then speak from what arises spontaneously.

“Angel, please show me that which is to my benefit at this time, and the mysteries that hold medicine for me.” I see flowers in the field; among them snakes. A hole in the ground, into which birds fly, returning with grains of gold. “Angel, what is the meaning of this vision?” The field is your mortal life, dying and arising continually, and the flowers are the fruits of desire rising up, and the serpents the spirits of those who go before, returning for wisdom’s sake. And this is the cave: to die to what you think you know, descending into fertile mystery; and the angels show the way, but it is for you to do the work. I say, lay down the body of thought which you have built up, for it belongs to earth, and descend, and be renewed by the fertile depths.

Returning to the vision, I find myself unable to descend into the cave, and I come to understand that the washing with salt and lavender must come first. I am told to make the experiment at night. I watch a flying saucer in the sky and understand it as a magic circle seen from the outside; it too dips into the earth and returns as a winged disk about which a serpent coils; the vision ends. That night, I do as the angel directs, washing myself ritually and returning to prayer. The vision returns, and now I am able to descend, going down seven steps turning sunwise. I see a round room with a pillar of light from a hole in the ceiling, making a many-pointed star of light on the floor, about which are holy names. There is a pit, steaming, full of blood. Meager shades of the dead come to drink but are unable to cross the star of light. I see a tall and noble spirit drawn by the blood, and am told that it is the shade of Apollonius of Tyana. I request to speak with him, and ask about the Nuctemeron spirits attributed to him; though I am unable to hear his response directly, the angel interprets. I am given a ritual procedure for working with the Nuctemeron spirits, to be conducted under particular stars, the first opportunity being in about a month’s time, and told that this ritual is to fit me to enter more deeply into mystery. Then I am once more above ground, giving thanks, and the vision fades.