הֵאָאָ  ( Hey Alef Alef ) He A A

קָרָאתִי בְכָל-לֵב, עֲנֵנִי יְהוָה; חֻקֶּיךָ אֶצֹּרָה. תהילים פרק קיט, פסוק קמה

Psalms 119:145

Latin Vulgate 119:145 clamavi in toto corde exaudi me Domine praecepta tua custodiam

King James Version 119:145 KOPH. I cried with my whole heart; hear me, O LORD: I will keep thy statutes.

 הֵאָאָיָה HeAAYA  Haaiah – For the winning of a law suit. Protects those who search after truth. Influences politics, diplomats, secret expeditions and agents.

Influence time and dates  08:21 – 08:40 26th July until the 30th July inclusively

 HAAIAH.  His attribute is  Hidden God .  He corresponds to the holy divine names of  Agdi  and  Abdi  in the language of the Sarazins.  His ray commences from the 126th degree up to the 130th degree inclusive, corresponding to the thirteenth decade and to the angel called Aphruimis.  He rules over the following days: 14th

 April, 25th June, 5th September, 16th November, 27th January.  The invocation is done from 8:20am till 8:40am.

He serves to win judgments and to render judges favorable.  This angel protects all those who seek the truth; he brings men to the contemplation of  divine things; he rules over politicians, diplomats, plenipotentiaries, ambassadors, peace treaties and dealings and all pacts in general;  he influences couriers, communications, agents and secret expeditions.

The negative side of this angel rules over traitors, the ambitious and conspirators.

Bars, as in a prison; beyond, a great light.

“Angel, show thyself that I may know thee.” Light pours in, the bars dissolve. A being full of wings, light amid the light. Feeling of soft and tender strength. Eyes flaming. The light is golden. Behind the being, stairs lead beyond the bars.

“Angel, what is thy office concerning me?” I see a horse with the tail of a fish and wings. Mount up on me: I will show you the state of earth. As from a great height, I see lands below me, and throngs of people moving to and fro, in celebration or despair. The great cities burn with thick light and smoke, and the earth is wasted behind the movements of the people. I see blind suffering, and also what appear to be pillars of healing, networks stretching to try and hold the restless hordes, who are hungry and cry with voices like ghosts, seeking succor–the rich and the poor alike. I see things like demons moving among them, giving them no rest, stirring them up into frenzies and feeding upon them.

“Why do you show me this, angel?” A soft, many-tongued voice: That you may learn justice and compassion. I am come to give you a staff for support and a sword that you may strike at the smiters, and be a strength to those who seek healing. This is the staff: your two feet on solid ground, your head open to heaven, your body healthy and upright. This is the sword: that there is in you the truth that is in all things, for all things are me and there is no other. For this is given you, to judge all things that come before you, how they shall be disposed: and your judgment shall be the tale that is read upon you when you are before the throne. This makes you to be as one beyond good and evil: for your judgment sees both and they are one thing. Therefore you must choose what you will serve in your judgment, and the earth will bear witness.

“Angel, how may I be in good relationship to the will of the gods in my judgments?” Know that there is grace and severity, and these two are for the instruction of the humans and are two blessings that are a gate to one path, which leads to perfection. And so as you exercise grace, you encourage abundant growth that leads to decadence: and severity is the refiner, and must be checked by grace lest all be destroyed.

I see a sword: on one side of the blade is written: I protect; on the other side, I chasten; and the guard of the sword is a balance, and a heart and feather hang in it, and the hilt is shaped like a tree full of fruit. The edge appears like a crack in space, through which stars are visible. The sword lands in my right hand, and travels into my heart.

“Angel, what message for those who talk to angels?” You who would mount to heaven, take care that you do not abandon the earth your parent: for it is in this place that heaven is won, or not at all. You have taken upon yourselves to become agents in the transformations and judgments that are upon the earth, and this is delightful to the Lord and the Lady, and it is in your hands what will be done before you, and your sovereignty is affirmed. Therefore take courage, and carry your work into the world, that in the judgment of your heart you may be accounted worthy to receive what you desire, having given out of yourself the material for your judgment, and the authority being in your whole self, which contains all opposition within it, and all harmony.

Second invocation, 8/2/23

Contact begins with an image of a black disk (probably my obsidian mirror, which I had recently consecrated). It is spinning, and smoke rises from its surface. I am lifted up with the smoke and see the landscape of my home spread beneath me; I am concealed in a cloud, and the angel is all around me, like a mantle.

”Angel, what is your message for me at this time?” A long period of silence, presence. I feel the call to speak what is in my heart, to confess the secrets I keep and everything that sits questionably in my conscience: “For thou, o angel, seest my heart; therefore, counsel me, I pray, how I may be in right relation and in integrity with myself and my loved ones.”

_It is not given to humans to be as the gods, for your nature is blended shadows and light: nor should you seek to deny what is yours, and was given to your for your blessing—for the darkness of hearts is innocent before me, and their mysteries are sacred in the keeping thereof, and in the temples of night overmuch light is also profane, to unveil what is holy in its veiling._

_But do not hide from yourself those things which you know to be true, even the truth of those things shadowy and monstrous. These are also great gifts, which are not given even to the angels, and the earth is redeemed in these, for it finds its home and worship in the heart that knows its own darkness, and the outward body is more beautiful for the darkness within._ I see the image of a black hole, its event horizon shining brighter than stars.

_Yet as to what is done outwardly, look to it that it comes forth in integrity from the questions and complexities and tenderness and failures of your heart: for this is the light of the world, and not that harsh and unforgiving lie which the humans speak of as truth, that cuts and destroys in its attempt to purify. But the deepest cut is to be made inwardly, in secret and in the true prayer of your heart in its innocence and confusion, in its pride and desire, in the truth of its bewilderment before the God who knows all._

_This is hard for you to hear, but its truth is made clear: that the wholeness of the Gods embraces even evil, and all suffering, and the darkness is redeemed by merciful darkness, and not by the light. Therefore, tend lovingly to the darkness that is in you, and know it, and it shall be counted to you as innocence._

The image of a veil, or black mantle. From a great height, I see flows of people coming and going: but I am aware that I see only their skin, not their hearts; and the insides of homes and hidden places are not shown except as black boxes, their effects known to me only by the changes that take place between those that enter in and those that return into the outward world of light.

“Angel, thank you. Please help me to know and hold sacred the mysteries of my heart.” I see the image of bioluminescent organisms, like stars deep underwater, held in darkness, and brighter for its holding. The vision ends.